Blues hari Jumaat

Sedar tak sedar.. dah 5 tahun aku kerja kat sini.
Tempoh terpanjang aku stay dengan satu kompeni *pat on ma back beybehhh*

Aku ni cepat bosan. before ni, paling lama aku stay pun.. 2 tahun kot. From one bank to another.
Mak aku cakap ' Hang nak p merasa semua bank kat Mesia ni ke dik oiiiiii' hahaha...
well, experience is the best teacher they said. So do I.

But mannnn.. 5 Years OK F.I.V.E! what a big number for me (ceaaaaa sangat!)
Haha.. jangan nak kagum sangat. 5 years in 3  different unit. BUT still under same business  kuikuikuiii... tricky a bit lah ho?

Banyak benda yang aku lalui kat sini... ups and downs.. stress..happy.. But so far, aku OK and comfortable je...Despite off ramai kawan-kawan lama yang best kebaboooo dah tak de. They left the company, one after another #sampai ati korang...wuwuwuwuwuuuuuu#.
Yeah..out of berpuluh-puluh staff in my dept, only less than 7 kot yang tinggal. Yang lain semua new faces. hahahahaha.... memang terasa diri sangat ancient dan antik lah kan           -_-"

Those who left mesti tanye 'Mampu ko stay situ lagi Na?' ' Giler setia ko nih..' 'KO biler nak resign?' 'Perghhhh..kebal gak ko eh duk situ lelama..'

hahaha.. those people, I dun know if they are really mean it or simply teasing me around.
#teruk la korang#

Tapi yeah...Rasa comfort memang best. selamat..
BUT.. TOO Comfort is not healthy jugak.

It will stop you from moving forward.
It will hold you from any changes
It will makes you refrain from any challenges.

Pretty unhealthy

Macam aku sekarang. Selalu gusar nak step out of my comfort zone. with too many IFs in my head.

What IF...What IF..What IF..

rasa nak startlite je kat dahi sendiri.Huhuhuhu

I have too many things in my head and yet to many Ifs.

renung..renung..renunggggggggggggg..biar sampai sampai tembus kesebalik skrin.